the pretty lousy and loser week.
worse weekend, worse weekday.
thanks for the company; brother.missng.seantan.
i didn't know how to manage it and i fall.
after i fall, i jst sat down and grumble.
i guess i shall pick myself up and walk towards the right direction.
shijia say today is the last day to be emo.
i guess so. last day of the week, last day of aug.
am not okay. sad or happy depends on what?
i will be better tmrw. back to work. jiayou.

am suppose to catch a moive with brother and mummy.
due to work, i am still inthe office. :(
still, i do enjoy the company in office.
got to go. shijia dearie is waiting for me. (:

一个人撑伞， 一个人擦泪，一个人好累

best week of august (:

it's saturday today. finally a day for me to rest and sleep more. (:

happy week!
monday: work& night class.

tuesday: work & drinking.

hope everything is fine after that night. (:

wednesday: work, night class & moive

i almost faint in the office, thanks to the glue smell.

12 lotus was not a bad moive.

thursday: work+ot&supper.

department lunch@ ECP Hong Kong Cafe. nice food& missNgShiJia finish her very big plate of seafood baked rice can. lol. i was a joker whereby they were happily laughing at me. HAA.

friday: work, night class& dinner/supper+movie+"hiking"+mustafa.

people use pen/pencil holder to hold their pen/pencil. huiying use small shoe box found by miss ng. (:

she email this to me because she locked me outside the office yesterday!! we went toilet together, after that she walked damn fast and closed the door. well done! i stood there for good ten minutes and lucky wenbin came to open the door for me.

friday:
went down to plaza sing to meet sean. brother joined us abit later as he gotta work. bought the tickets and we went for dinner/supper before the movie. two days straight of hongkong food. (:
i look so tired in those pictures. haa.

after movie our new friend ronald macdonald joined us. lol. my brother even kiss him. slack for an hour plus and we decided to walk. walk aimlessly. when we walk pass mustafa, i sugguest to go in and walk one round, indeed we went. after which, we cab home. super tired alrdy.

the best week of august.

today mark the start of a new chapter aka new job. everything was fine for the day. i ate so much for the day. food; huiying's love. the lunch company was great. am lazy to blog. blog more soon. goodnight. (:

it had been a month and four days since i blogged.
it was a month whereby i've got lots of thought in my mind.
i guess there isn't a need to list down anything anyway.
if there is a need, i guess i need pages to write down. lol.
aisya came& look for me the other day and she reminds me of topshop suntec.
i miss those days& the people over there. (:
looking back, i really miss girlfriends&bj team.
suddenly, i felt that i lost all those very bonded stuff.
if one day you're going to leave, leave quietly so that i wun feel the absent. (:

its time for a break. (:

when she didn't know what to do, she open the fridge and get one of her dad's beer to drink.

thinking that beer could stop her from thinking.

she felt that she was the loser of the day for not doing a proper job.

she was damn unlucky in the morning whereby the damn machine sort of "eat up" her atm card.

she felt so terrible when the incident happened. she know its her fault but she just can't control it.

she couldn't control her emotions and let her tears flow down in front of someone who she always crap&laugh with.

she dragged her heavy feet back to work.

she just can't forget about the incident.

she don't feel like working anymore.

shedon't feel good at all.

she felt so disappointed in herself at work for the very first time.

a better start of june (:
1st june 2008. meet up with shijia dearie. the main thing for the day was donut; double chocolate. (: walk around and had dinner at msq. after buying donuts, we walked over to bugis to wait for her boyfriend aka my best colleague; pang. little catch up with shijia. the feeling was great. i miss seeing her 4 out of 7 days. joey came to fetch us and after that was mahjong.

2ndjune 2008.
back to work; half morning. cady came to ps and wait for me before they release me. went to cine to sing kbox. kbox session was good. (: sing along with me! LOL. left at 7plus, went to centre point to find shidah and came back to hougang. dinner was great and i end off the night with mahjong once again.

3rdjune2008
time to have more sleep. slacking day and its back to work once again.
i feel good. (: (: (:

when i browse thru my folders, i saw this picture. i've been craving for donuts for quite a few days. this picture makes me drool and thought of the day i went to buy with shijia. see the happy face of mine, it doesn't seems to be with me anymore.

patience level seems to be lower, attitude seems to be getting worse, temper wise its getting bad.

all of the sudden, my mood just drop to the lowest at that moment, just like what happened yesterday. i got so empty and lost.

anyway, mahjong session made my day brighter with the laughter and joy. to stop my craving for ice cream, we went to buy ice cream after sending jocelyn home.

as the night gets darker, the emo feeling is here.
it always knock on my door and make me look back at those memories.
memories are good but i seems to be holding back something.
its time to move on but i don't seems to be letting it go.
something that i can't really describe.
i really don't know how i feel.
its just so random.
RANDOM.

goodnight.

i grabbed the picture from aaron's blog. lol.

terence's 21st birthday.

glad that he enjoyed that day. (:
i really miss those days going to school with them.

bless them with good grades for their coming assessment result. (:

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MS HENG BILING!

we went to airport to have fish&co and celebrate her birthday.

we wanted to take lots of picture with my camera but i brought a camera without the battery

tell me!!! how to take picture with a camera without a battery.

WELL DONE! thatsHUIYING! lol.

anyway, yesterday was my last day working at centre point.

i will be at plaza singapura from next week onwards.

new chapter again but i don't feel the pain this time round.

一個人的我依然會微笑 (: